Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Hmmm...
You know you're supposed to trust your gut when you feel something is off. Well, something is off with M!. I can't really describe it except he seems to be pulling away. But my gut also tells me that I am PSM-ing hard (slept 10 hours last night, thank you very much!) and I need to just chill. So I need to wait this out but prepare for both scenario's.
Monday, July 7, 2008
6 months later.......
Life has been good. So OldFriendNewCrush is still just an old friend. In fact, he's dating a wonderful woman and I really hope he doesn't lose this one - she's perfect for him!
Mid January - March was what I'll call my "winter fling with an intern." The intern (not MY intern, he was at an accounting firm) and I met and had a fun run at it. But in the end, long distance wasn't in the cards. Mostly my cards, and to be honest, I was getting a bit bored with him. And he was from UT and wanted to settle there. So we had some differing of opinions on life, but we had some fun.
The number one thing that made it a good use of my time was that I got completely out of the bitter phase. I needed a good break-up. As odd at that sounds, I needed a relationship to end that wasn't bitter and angry. So he and I called it a day and I thought, cool. I filled up the canteen and was ready to phone it in on dating for a while. Focus on the career, get back in shape, just enjoy me. Which of course, 6 weeks later brought us to.......
Mid-May: Dating Intern's Roommate. Well, it started off as friends in mid-May. He texted me about playing on a school night, if I knew anyone that would do a concert in SF. I had randomly taken the next day off - so I was game. Well, the club sold out, so the next best thing? Karaoke. Duh. And it's just gone from there. M! and hit it off as friends who had a ton in common. Fast forward to end of June and the friendship has blossomed into something more. I completely adore him. I feel completely adored by him. And I know it's only been a few months but I've been waiting my whole life to feel this way about someone. It's the most indescribable feeling I've ever felt. Maybe he's the anti-asshole I've been waiting for.
Mid January - March was what I'll call my "winter fling with an intern." The intern (not MY intern, he was at an accounting firm) and I met and had a fun run at it. But in the end, long distance wasn't in the cards. Mostly my cards, and to be honest, I was getting a bit bored with him. And he was from UT and wanted to settle there. So we had some differing of opinions on life, but we had some fun.
The number one thing that made it a good use of my time was that I got completely out of the bitter phase. I needed a good break-up. As odd at that sounds, I needed a relationship to end that wasn't bitter and angry. So he and I called it a day and I thought, cool. I filled up the canteen and was ready to phone it in on dating for a while. Focus on the career, get back in shape, just enjoy me. Which of course, 6 weeks later brought us to.......
Mid-May: Dating Intern's Roommate. Well, it started off as friends in mid-May. He texted me about playing on a school night, if I knew anyone that would do a concert in SF. I had randomly taken the next day off - so I was game. Well, the club sold out, so the next best thing? Karaoke. Duh. And it's just gone from there. M! and hit it off as friends who had a ton in common. Fast forward to end of June and the friendship has blossomed into something more. I completely adore him. I feel completely adored by him. And I know it's only been a few months but I've been waiting my whole life to feel this way about someone. It's the most indescribable feeling I've ever felt. Maybe he's the anti-asshole I've been waiting for.
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