The Marine has moved on. He's dating some bimbo named Amy. Bitch. Ok, I don't know if she is or not, but ARG! I hate this. I'm still in love with him! This is not fair. And he admitted he pulled away from me as a defensive move. There was absolutely nothing I could do to save the relationship. And to think, I was going to call and wish him luck in Iraq. Well, not now. Amy can wish him all the luck he'll need.
Why can't I get over him? I want to be the bigger person, forgive him and be open to other relationships. Maybe this is the final straw. Maybe my heart will get the message that my brain has been trying to send for four months. It's done. He and I are not going to happen. I feel stupid. A year of my heart has been wasted on him.
This has to be over.
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