I've taken some time to really think about the realtionship with The Marine. I wrote him a long letter, wrote out my feelings, diasappointment, how he broke my heart, etc. and feel much better. And no, I'm not sending it to him. I think I'm going to burn the letter. The conclusion was that I want him to stop being self destructive in realtionships because he deserves to let a good woman love him and really open himself a real realtionship.
And he broke up with Amy. Ha!
Which brings me to another point. I guess that "marry the next girl" curse is broken. I bounced that thoery off a couple of friends who did not like it. One friend, let's call him NavyMan (what can I say? I like 'em in uniform), nearly made me cry. He said he didn't want me thinking of myself as that girl because I'm not and I shouldn't think of myself that way. I wish he'd date me - try as I might - he won't do long-distance, which is sad because I really like him. Have for years.
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